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Feb.

2012-02-09T01:57:00.004+08:00

Hey so i'm squeezing out 15 minutes to fill in this place so it won't look so dead. It's already 2AM and i'm staring at my slides and i really feel like giving up. Year 2 has really been hectic for me and i really miss those times when i could sleep at ease. Next Wednesday is the deadline for everything and am still at thing #1. Holy shit.

And i don't have the bloody software = camping in school = fuck

Having interview on Friday too. There's an evaluation stage and it's a fucking waste of my time, 2 hours i can do so many fucking shit and i'm going waste 2 hours of my life doing this? Skipped BB AGM for my report today and feeling so fucked because i wanted to go initially. Plus having to lug my laptop in school?

I think i only sleep 3 hours everyday (weekday) since after cny :(

Meanwhile, i guess i'm gon' only update here once every week in the weekends. Will be freaking busy till after 1st March.

NO MORE OUTINGS/MEET UPS/GATHERINGS FOR THIS FEB. See you people in March!

P/S: Still contemplating whether to just forget about Vday and do projects instead. Fucking no life, hate this shit.

Feel like eating caramel banana cheese roll omnomnom.

I love my boyfriend.

CNY Day 2.

2012-02-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

Visited the company in the morning followed by Guan Yu's place afterwards. I love going to his place, so huge and relaxing hehehe. I didn't know he had that gym shit thing and a punching bag in his house! Have been long since i went there. Oh how i wanna roll around his room all day.

I WANT TO BE RICH!

The rest of the afternoon was spent with Dylan & his family, traveled a few places. Look at Dylan's niece (i think is niece?) damnnnn cute!! She's wearing red polka dot panties man! Lololol.

I think i didn't do anything at all there? Not as fun as i expected but at least love was there to talking to me most of the times :) Really can't do it without him, i'd probably die not talking.

Like seriously!!!

So i went back at night and Zar, Sylvia & Py had a super duper ultra last minute decision to drop by my place to lepak since they have no where to go! Damn loving cause we all watched movie and rolled around my house and they left before the last bus.

Luv them so much!

GOODNIGHT xx.

CNY Day 1.

2012-02-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

As usual i headed back to Mom's for reunion dinner and only go back home on the first day of CNY in the afternoon. Don't ask why am i not wearing red or why am i in simple-suit. People who knows me well enough probably knows that everyone visits my house/family during CNY. It's a tradition because my granddad used to live with me (he passed away btw) so all my relatives naturally comes over my place every year.

WHAT FOR DRESS UP WHEN I'M @ HOME, righttt?

I'm 166cm and i think i'm one of the shorter people in my family. Cept' for all my younger cousins. Both my male cousins are 194cm and about 180cm. Biao jie and even my sis is above 175cm. Le sigh. And to think that i'm usually the tallest in my girls clique. I'm such a shawty

First day was as bored as usually but have so much nommish food. Damn sinful HAHAHA. Headed out to meet zar and sylvia to py's place @ Bishan in the evening.

Had so much fun over at py's place and made a new friend too! :)

Hmm some festival thingy at Marina Sq padang and caught a 10ish movie with my family aftermath!

******

Omg am so mad now. My family is not a charity foundation please. My dad should stop giving all my stuffs and things in the house to other people.

Going to school on Monday for project is really a chore.

BYE

A quick one.

2012-02-02T23:25:00.007+08:00

Okay people listen up, this will be a real quick one because i'm mad tired! I AM SO ULTRA BLOODY BUSY WITH SCHOOL. Don't even know what's wrong with my school i'm damn sick and tired of it, i really need a break and i need a life.

So there's 2 more weeks of school and i'm left with...

1 labtest.

3 quizzes.

2 project submissions.

1 CDS assignment.

2 presentations.

Oh yes and 1 of my presentation and project submission is on vday. How great!

Then there's one week of break before i take my 4 major exams and proceed to MP/SIP the next semester. How did time flew so fast? I have this love/hate feeling for poly because the workload here is x10 but the people here are mad awesome.

Anyway i have been so busy i'm like stuck in 23-5 for 2 weeks. Finally today i managed to get a slot for the mentor interview because i totally had no time to even walk pass the booth! HAHA. Hopefully i'll get in for this April's intake. Else, it'll be damn lao kui because i once received the "Best Mentor" award. I don't really get what's the evaluation stage for, freaking waste of my time. Argh!

Gonna squeeze a few hours out to go for Ongqin's birthday tomorrow and get home before the last shuttle bus so i can start on my new project(s) which i have not even touched a single shit at all? It's only 10 days to submission. Fml

Only sleeping for about 4 hours everyday, I'm so busy and i don't understand why some of my friends aren't? They even have time to work and go out. Whutttt?

Pleazzzeeee just ask me out after feb!

*******

Sometimes i'm so disappointed with the people around me, i gave so much effort in treating the people i love. Yet, some just doesn't appreciate it and i feel so invisible sometimes. Where's your humanity people?

Really hate people who 'goes with the flow' ALL THE TIME. Can't you just make your own fucking decision?

*******

Alright will be back will some pictures.

20th Jan.

2012-01-31T00:48:00.001+08:00

Mini picture update because i really need this 10 minutes of rest. Also, i don't want my blog to be left so dead. Sorry readers! So...

1) Have been damn busy recently with reports reports and more reports. Srsly, TP? I need a damn life.

2) CNY was alright for me and visited love's family too.

3) Quizzes and tests are piling up too and i actually have 1 tomorrow.

4) Nat's birthday @ MBS on 20th Jan (Pictures below)

Another MBS for Nat's birthday! Spent some time with G rolling and bitching around when some headed over to Nana. Omg really need some quality time with G & N after my exams. By the way, my face looks fat and weird in the second picture. HAHA

Cny was so far so good for me. How about you?

Mad tired already i have yet to finish my report and it's almost 1AM. Drinking coffee for the night.

Til' then peeps, i will be back!

Projects

2012-01-18T00:54:00.004+08:00

Oh no i'm so stressed up now. There's so many projects in hand i have none of them completed. Its almost 1AM and i'm still editing the first 1/4 of my PM shit because i haven even started on the another 3/4 of it plus submission is next week.

Quiz + labtest + 1000 word report + lab project + CDS

Have been barely sleeping this few days. I don't even have the time to eat proper meals. Oh, SIP is coming up next and i haven even browse through anything.

I just wanna rape my bed so badly and i'm gon' spend my cny doing fucken shit projects.

Stayover this Friday and i have not decided whether i should actually stay throughout or leave around 2/3AM since i have an appointment at town @ 1PM. Plus probably a reunion dinner with Dylan's family + relatives in the evening. I don't wanna go over and look like a living zombie.

Fuck am gonna be so shagged! Need to plan my stuffs/timing correctly.

Sidetrack a little, i hate to see Nat being sad and i want her to be happy. Fucking fuckers wanna hurt my Nat because they don't know who's @GINALMIGHTY AND I, YET.

HAHAHAHAHAHA LOL.

Btw i kinda miss G :<

Oh sometimes i can't tolerate Dylan because he's so freaking naggy but i know it's for my own good. He's so nice and i'm so blessed. Xo

Angst.

2012-01-15T22:22:00.004+08:00

I don't know why but a minute i feel O-K but the moment i wake up i feel the rage burning in me yet again. It's like its haunting me. I don't want to get affected by this, why should i be? I hate myself for putting in too much feelings and effort from the start. Why do i get flashbacks when others don't? Why me?

Then all my anger turns into tears.

I thought i can do this. I thought i can just put down all that's weighing on me. But then i thought again.

I cannot freaking do this.

3 fucking assignments already and i don't even know where to start. Doubt i can even spend my CNY in peace.

I hate life. I hate school even more. Gon' do project in school tomorrow but i have NO school on monday. Argh

Oh, happy 4th/20th loverboy :)

Little things.

2012-01-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

No words can describe what i'm feeling now because i don't even know what i'm feeling? It's like being eaten from the inside and i don't like this feeling.

I always want things to go my way and i feel frustrated at myself. But who doesn't want everything to go their way? I'm never going to be good enough for anyone. I really need to see more of the world because sometimes i feel that i'm too dense.

I just need to learn to control. At least from today onwards. And I need to put down everything in the past AND MOVE ON. Like really. I don't want to be stuck like this forever because some scars do fade.

Actually thinking about it, I think i can.

Thank you love, for everything you did for me since the start. I can never thank you enough because you're always there for me whenever i needed you and even though i hated most of your advices, i know you tried your best. For always trying to make me happy and giving in to me even if i'm at fault. For tolerating all my nonsense and trying your best to find the correct words to say to me in case you hurt me because i'm super word-sensitive. For doing the silliest things that can catch/shift my attention to you because my attention span is damn short.

You can make me really angry/sad and that's something not a lot of people have the ability to. And you can make me happier than anyone else in the world can. You've just got that one thing.

I'm so sorry if i'm such a (if you think i am) possessive, controlling and insecure bitch towards you but that's because you're always so nice to other people and i don't want someone else to have you. And maybe because I've already lose you once, i don't want to ever lose you again. For constantly pissing you off by doing things you don't like and defying your words. Or just by fidgeting or talking too much and doing weird stuffs.

I'm sorry for these 2 days because i made you so mad and upset i think i broke your heart :'( (opps i meant mine heheh)

So glad that i met you and i can't believe that it has been 20 freaking months since the day you held my hands :') No matter how much i hate what happened back then i still wanna love you so badly xo.

I promise i won't let you die cause of high blood and i will try to control. And you know that when i promise, i will keep it.

Just wanna hug my boyfriend the whole time til' we get old and die. Then we will fall in love again in the next life and the next and the next..

1:44AM.

2012-01-09T01:39:00.005+08:00

I needed to fill in this place because i'm someone who gets bored super easily, so whenever i enter my blog link and the first post happens to be the same title as the previous one, it annoys me. Very much.

Well that's me.

Once my school starts i indulge myself in school work and i have NO LIFE. 3 more assignments in hand and it's just the first week of school. Who said poly life was easy?

Anyway i failed my PM so.. it was kinda expected but it wasn't that bad.

CNY's arriving and CNY had never been fun for me because i don't have much relatives in Singapore. I still love CNY and it's still my favourite festive because of the angbao and food, but other than that, everything is mehz.

Can't wait for the CNY food i'm going to eat. Fatty is me fatty is me.

URGH, i really need to lose some weight first. Need a kaki, anybody?

Time Check- 2:09AM.

Gon' call Clara now and attempt to sleep early.

Birthday Collage.

2012-01-06T00:50:00.009+08:00

I'm going to keep this as short and simple as possible.

Last week was my birthday and i just wanna say a big thank you to everyone that had wished me and made an effort to buy/make me something. Some pictures from the actual day up till now.

Especially my favourite people in poly that came all the way from Yishun, AMK and even Woodlands. Those who had to work the next day, who rushed down after work and those who got scolding for breaking their curfew. Just to... wish me happy birthday :')

Laiyou jiejie even said it was too important to not come. I honestly think they love me the most. I mean, they even wrote that on the cake lah!

Also to my usual clique in SPF who joined them to give me a surprise.

To Dan, Ryan & Azee that challenged each other and corrupted my phone at 12AM on the dot so that they could be the first one to wish me happy birthday.

My freshies because they always remind me that i'm the best mentor and the only one they want to have.

For Clara because she burned some mid-night oil (she was overseas during the holidays) just to finish wrapping the present and make the best birthday card (annoying too) I've ever received. Then Jacklyn to panic that she can't wish me happy birthday on time because she was in camp and didn't had her phone with her. And Jaslyn to be such a dear to get me something but was so sad aftermath HAHA.

My parents to give me such a big red packet because they assume that i have everything except money.

And to those who told me that they were glad to have me by their side and they are glad that i was born in 93 instead of 94.

I really know who are those who treasures me the most now.

Last but not least my dearest boyfriend. He's the best birthday present ever in my life and without him, none of this could have happened. My actual birthday was well-spent with him and he got me the most presents. Like 3? Even though we didn't do anything exciting but i really appreciate it ALOT because he was sick in the first place. I could have the greatest time with him just by eating the best sea-viewed dinner.

Whatever is it, thank you people who truly cared about me! :>

Adiozzzz.

First day.

2012-01-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was first day of school and everything was so so wrong.

Caught up with my freshies after school together with Sylvia. Damned, it has been long! I really need some quality time alone with my freshies soon.

So...

I feel that i'm such a bad friend and bad girlfriend. I always ruin everything and am really afraid to choose because i don't ever wanna lose my boyfriend. I don't want to lose a friend that has been there since day 1 of every single thing either, whom is truly and genuine towards me.

But i guess that some things should probably come to an end and even though i'm pretty affected by it, there's nothing i could do about it. And even though i can still talk normally, i can't pretend that non of this have happened.

I can't tank my tears last night so i cried real badly.

****

Got back my lab and 2 papers so far and i kinda did O-K for all three. Can't wait to take back the rest of my papers and my reports (though i think i'd probably fail PM)

Can't wait to meet Clara Tan tomorrow and go out with Mandy on Fridayyyyy :}

I love my boyfriend and all the people that love me!

29th December.

2012-01-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

Bad dressed day that day because i really couldn't decide on what to wear. I don't know whether this applies to all girls but whatever i wear will be matched with my mood on that day (most of the time). So no matter how chio that outfit is, i don't feel good with it it will look ugly to me.

As usual we are ALL LATE. Initial meeting time was 2PM and we ended up meeting at almost 4PM. Oh and I played hide and seek with Sylvia too LOL.

FEP and then Cathay for Nihon Mura. Omg food makes me happy.

It was the new Switch- by Timbre after dinner. The ambiance was not bad but i think the lighting should be dimmer. Their singers for Thursday night was faaaaaaaaabulous. /thumbs up/ ^^b

The last train home that day felt long because i needed to pee fucking badly. I can almost feel the pee gushing out already.

It was my 18th birthday the next day so my friends that's living all over Singapore (HAHA) came to 'surprise' me at around 1215AM. Actually i knew about the plan but i still felt so blessed and fortunate that night and having my poly friends to plan this, cause honestly my secondary school friends have never bought me anything (cept' 2011) or done anything like this for me on my birthday :(

Maybe because my birthday is right at the end of the year and it was harder to plan cause we were so much younger back then. I don't know. But this year (and the last) they joined in for the plan so i'm glad.

Even though i love my girlfriends a lot, hang out most of the time together, spent all the major special days together, sometimes i feel so much more important to all my crazy peeps in poly.

/throws godzillion flying kisses to them/

3 more updates to go but i shall do a personal one first :>

Christmas Dinz.

2012-01-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

Finally lazy Natalie is willing to upload pictures from her camera so i can blog. I should have brought mine too! So credits to Nat for pictures in this post yup!

Christmas this year wasn't as good compared to the previous years (to me) cause i always look forward to Christmas, EVERY SINGLE YEAR. For this year, it wasn't what I've expected it to be like. Dylan couldn't spend it with me due to Mr. Chicken and 2 girlfriends did not join the dinner and i felt a little disappointed :(

This year it was Hatched and Marina Barrage after that. In between we dropped by town too! But i paid a visited to Dylan's place for awhile before Serkit came and drive me over.

Last picture was epic. We only wanted to adjust the focus of the camera.

Barrage was mad windy and cold that night. It was dark too and i almost couldn't find my friends. Lesson learnt that day was to: Not let the guys buy food. They totally bought a whole spring chicken and cheese cake up to barrage LOL.

Anyway i really like it when my friends drive me. I mean, at least i can sing in the car tunelessly :>

We left around 11ish and aftermath Mich, Gary and Weiliang came over to my place till about 2AM? I think.

Overall it was still fun and we still had some laughter. At least i get to spend some quality time with them

That's all folks!

Stay tune to the upcoming posts:

- Sylvia & Sheryl.

- My birthday surprise.

- Actually birthday

- Annual chalet (countdown)

But first, i have to upload pictures and wait for Nat to upload pictures from the countdown chalet. I didn't bring mine cause it's TOO HEAVY. I think it's like 2kg leh..

THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW OMG FML HELL STARTS TOMORROW.

Goodbye earthlings have a good day at school tomorrow!

Hello New Year.

2012-01-01T13:12:00.001+08:00

Greetings! :>

Alright just a short one before i leave the house.

Hopefully 2012 will be a great year. New year, new me! I wanted to post my new year's resolution up but i'm too lazy to think and every year it would most likely be the same. I NEED TO JIANFEI. I'm always so concern about my weight. Every time i look at myself through the mirror i want to cry. I want to be STICK-THIN. Ok, maybe not stick cause it's kind of disgusting but somewhere there.

FB message me if anyone has any good tips in slimming down k. FB link on the left navi. I think i'm too engrossed in slimming down already cause no matter how my friends said i've slimmed down it's never enough for me.

Next, i really really hate to be neglected. I'm really ok to be alone cause i like to be alone at times (only if i have my iPod with me), but just don't treat me like invisible. Even though most of the time i'm easy-going and then most people will think that "Aiya, chufei won't angry one la." I WILL BE, i have feelings too. When i don't voice out does not mean that i'm okay with it.

Sometimes i really think i'm living in a world full of fake people, even when some of them are my friends.

Not pin-pointing anyone FYI.

Yay just received some *kitching* as my birthday present. Guess my dad and uncle are too lazy to find a present for me. World is such a nasty place. Money makes the world goes round. If only i can triad something else for food/clothes LOL.

BYE.

#2011.

2011-12-31T16:36:00.005+08:00

I bet this post is going to be a long and wordy one. I'm going to skip about my birthday (30th Dec) first because i have not uploaded any pictures from my camera. Yes yes, i know, 30th Dec takes forever to arrive and i'm probably one of the few friends anyone can have that is not 18 until yesterday.

Really, this year is most probably the most dramatic year I've ever had in life. From my love life, to family and then friends. Not so much in the friends part though.

For my relationship, i totally hit the bottom of the rocks this year. IT IS THE WORSE and even up till now when i think back about whatever happened, i still wanna cry and i still feel that tiny pinch in me. I totally thought that Herman would be the last of my drama-mama in life but who know? I know it's time to let go and i know everything is over, but how? It's damn hard and i guess only me (or girls) can understand.

Having the same bloody person to snatch (in a sense) the person you love TWICE (and for twice, i meant 2 different person). I'm totally and absolutely speechless about it. What the fug, am i THAT suay? To also be left hanging there for 3 freakin' miserable months, with no explanation nor apology. Everyday i wake up and hating school cause i don't want to see Dylan at all. And him doing all the fucken shit to me while i was still so obediently by his side.

Partly it's Dylan's fault because he has NO IDEA he is always giving other girls false hope and then there's a few other girls that are running towards him. And me? Still hanging around his butt waiting for God knows why?

I'm probably the most fucking stupid girl all my friends have ever known.

As for my family, it's not appropriate to talk about it here and i will NOT say it. But to make it simple, i am freaking broke right now. NO I AM NOT BANKRUPT!! I have never worked in my life cause i don't have to (only once for 3 weeks cause i was bored after O levels, whatever) and my parents will never let me work while schooling. Now, i think i have to control my usage of money and try not to overspend. I can't even afford a Marc Jacobs wallet. I hate it when i'm broke.

However things have settled down and i think by 3-4 months i'm gon' be a little rich girl again HEHE.

Friends? Many come and go but which are the ones who stays? I'm still growing up (hey i've only turned 18 yesterday!) and i still have a lot to learn. I lost a few friends this year. It's their choice to forsake our friendship for their r/s, school activities and even for no apparent reasons.

But I'm so glad that i have all my favourite people surrounding me everyday.

Well, after all these unpredictable events of 2011. I officially pronounced that 2011 sucked like mother fucker. Really want to get out of 2011, and please let 2012 to be good.

*******

I KNOW SOME OF YOU WON'T SEE THIS BUT WHO CARES.

#Girlfriends (Nat, Mich, MM & Amanda) #X1004 (Vie, Sheryl, Yip, Jon, Zen, Calvin, Karl, Jiejie) #Jaslyn #Jacklyn #Gina Yee #Clara #Terence #Freshies (U know who you are) #Guys (Gl, Jeff, Serkit bla bla) #Ryan Lucas #Randompeople

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY 2011 BETTER EVEN THOUGH I STILL THINK IT SUCKED LAH. For being around at my lowest peak of life, for being there with me when i needed some company. For everything you all have done for me. Luv you people hehe.

There's still so much people that i want to name but i'm in a rush for annual chalet with #guys + #girlfriends + #randompeople. Sorry if you don't see your name there, i appreciate you all as much.

Lastly, dylansngyujie, even though i really hate what you did to me sometimes and all your stupid childish acts, you're still the best i had in 2011. Luv u ^^

Alright alright i'm freaking latezzzz.

New year's resolution in awhile! Ciao

Crazy Friday.

2011-12-28T01:20:00.007+08:00

Friday was damn epic. Am gon' skip the details, but Jaslyn & I landed ourselves in the resting room at City Hall MRT station. IT WAS MAD EMBARRASING LAH.

So us, 2 hungry girls had our lunch/dinz in Raffles City's Sushi Tei. I love jap food so much i can eat them all the time! Just chilled around and bought Koi then caught a night movie - We Bought A Zoo. It was so00ooOoo heart warming and sweet. Perfect for movie nights with your family.

The day was superb and i bet she loves me more after our epic incident HAHA.

Actually.. I don't even know what i'm typing i just want to fill in the place. Opps no pictures for the day!

P/S: Pop's in CGH now and my holidays are officially even more ruined x34819. Approx 2 more days to my fucken birthday and i totally have NO mood/plans for it cause of this. WHYYYY IS THIS SHIT HAPPENING TO ME???

TEEHEHEE.

Francisco Lachowski ^^

And, weird skull tattooed guy that i always see.

Is that skull fellow short or what? LOL. But he's quite cool leh..

One of the hottest guy on earth plzzzx, on par with Ian Somerhalder already hehehe.

Why no hot guys in SG?

Friday & Eve.

2011-12-28T01:08:00.001+08:00

Friday was damn epic. Am gon' skip the details but Jaslyn & I landed ourselves in the resting room at City Hall MRT station. IT WAD MAD EMBARRASSING LAH

So us, 2 hungry girls had our lunch/dinz in Raffles City's Sushi Tei. I love jap food so much i can eat them all the time!

Thursday.

2011-12-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

Lovely day out with Natalie :>

It was 11AM @ Nex to meet Michelle before heading over to Dylan's house for a surprise. Little yj was all so excited upon seeing me HEHE. Glad that i could spend some time before a long weekend for us. Bought some colourful/flavoured egg tarts that was superrrr nomz for the Sng brothers too! Sadly, i accidentally deleted the pix i took from my phone!

The rest of the day with Natalie was awesome much. Firstly it was MBS and then Bugis and City. Shopped and talked all day, didn't even had time to take pictures! We had dinner at Astons and landed ourselves at Marina's starbucks.

Great day with her! HEHE.

******

Alright am damn freaking pissed now and my head hurts like mad. I just bathe and my hair's still wet.

I really really don't get it why some people can be so unreasonable and ridiculous?! Such a small thing and wanna make a big fuss out of it. It's like, if you can just shut up and let me be pissed, nothing will happened. It's like.... HAIYA fml.

I HATE MY LIFE I JUST WANT TO DIE.

Christmas.

2011-12-24T01:11:00.007+08:00

Busy week for me this week so i shall do the updating and photos when i'm free next week.

It was town with family on Wednesday, MBS/Bugis/City with Nat on Thursday and City/Bugis with Jaslyn today. Everything was pretty in place except for the fact that..

Don't really wanna mention or think about anything now. It's Christmas's eve tomorrow and other then CNY, Christmas should probably be my second favourite highlight of each year. As for this year, it's gon' be a fucking ruined one. Everything is not in place and nothing is going well for me and i hate it. December used to be my favourite month of the year but everything is so bad now. My holidays, Christmas, my birthday and countdown. Maybe i should just plan some stuffs to do for next week and then roll around and cry on my 18th birthday.

I don't want to expect or give in anymore cause even when i'm angry, it will ALWAYS AND FOREVER seem like it was my fault in the end. Fuck it cause I AM A SPOILT BRAT AND I WANT TO BE PAMPERED 24/7.

By the way, that sentence, i will fucking remember it for the rest of my life. So hurt and disappointed.

FYI: #2011 sucked like a mothafucker. IT'S THE WORST YEAR I HAD IN LIFE.

Visiting.

2011-12-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

Visited love at his place today and his current condition is damn bad. Felt really alien around Serangoon at first but at least i was not lost! Kinduf sad for him cause it's the holidays and he has to be quarantined at home. Really hope he gets well by this weekend and be able to have a happy Christmas! Probably he would cause i know that God is good :} If he doesn't, am gon' have a lonely last week of 2011. SIGH x1230

Spent my day playing monopoly with Michelle, Glenn & Dylan. Glad that lover's feeling a bit better after my visit.

Anyway i survived from 11AM-930PM on only 4 siew mai(s). Don't really know how i did it but i came home to eat ba kut teh and now my tummy feels damn bad i suspect got poison inside, damned!

This week will be a tedious week for me and i regret sleeping at 4ish last night. Think am getting old already, can't even tank for 2 nights!

GD9 EVERY HUMAN, be back soooooon!

Teeeheez.

2011-12-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY!!!

All my papers have officially ended and i guess my class is probably one of the last to finish the TT cause it seemed so quiet in Engine today. Anyway, all my 4 papers are O-K cept' for PM. Most likely am going to fail PM real badly.

Today was a mini getaway for me and love one. Had lunch with peeps and headed over to Cathay for Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol. IT WAS MAD AWESOMEZZX. If you like action movies, please hurry grab the tix and head over to the cinema asap! It's a long movie so my advice is to go to the washroom before the movie. I almost peed in my pants! Oh then we went over to bugis.

The other day when love was over at my place we had our BP measured and his was 140 (for systolic, couldn't rmbr his diastolic) which was a bit higher than normal human. Mine was 79/49 and my sissy said it was extremely low. Guess that's why nobody pisses me off easily cause i'm the one who annoys most people especially Dylan HEHE. It's practically my hobby to defy whatever he says hahaha

By the way i'm feeling fat lately, maybe because of the lack of sleep but in any case, i'm going to cut down my food intake. Gon' start dieting already, else i'll be a fat lump of shit by next year.

Other then all the planned meet-ups, am just going to roll around my house, think of dylan and hibernate for this 2 weeks :> Really really need my rest

CIAOZZZ^^

Thanks love, fr luving me first.

The busy week.

2011-12-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

So i'm back and this 2 weeks have been really hectic. Two reports to hand in and then it was TT straight after submission. Didn't had time for myself or to even on my lappy. Missed my daily dose of tumblr for a long time so am gon' tumblrrr later on hehe. Didn't had time for my loverboy either (other then studying together)

> Studying with the usual peeps

> 85 for nomz dinner

> Feeling sinful after the dinner.

> Hanging around my house.

> Sleeping very late

> Tired of studying

> Struggling for PM.

> Complaining about school.

Some pictures from over the week. We celebrated Calvin's 18th too! At a vege restaurant of course. Having a vegetarian friend is actually quite tiring, we had to hand-make a giant donut instead of a cake!

Till then!

P/S: Date changed.

December.

2011-12-03T15:49:00.005+08:00

TGIF with Dylan and Breaking Dawn (Part 1) on Monday was a kick-start for my week. Lunch was filling and the show was O-K. I don't understand why some people i know say it's boring. I admit they talk too much and there's only 1 action scene.

BUT THIS WAS WHAT THE BOOK WAS TALKING ABOUT (if you read the book) I bet part 2 is going to be damn exciting since the Volturi are coming over and i also bet that some retards won't get the story because they didn't pay attention to part 1 and then whine to everybody that they don't know what's going on.

Though i'm not a genius but i really don't get why some people make themselves look so stupid.

Oh yes oh yes i think Dylan imprinted on me yay :B

Gon' start on my passive design report tonight. Design assignment is not yet to be complete. I don't even have time to study for my TT. Fml fml

The only thing i'm looking forward to is my 2 weeks break and MAYBE my birthday. Nothing exciting for me to be excited about. I think i need to get a life and fly overseas soon.

By the way, December's here. The year is ending so it better be good.

Ciaoz.

All of the lights.

2011-11-30T22:04:00.005+08:00

It was AMK, Esplanade, Cityhall and Boat Quay that day. Literally felt that my legs were breaking when i got home. We had Cedele for dinner. Yes, i had such a great time with her and i think we talked too much :B

Goodnight.

Crawling Back To You.

2011-11-28T00:29:00.008+08:00

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
And it's hard to forget how i left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah
I was doin' alright, thought i could make it,
Then i see your face and it's hard to fake it

This is why i love American Idol, they produce the best artists :}

Gonna date my lover tomorrow. Too long since a proper time-out. Have a good Monday!

So this is what i got.

2011-11-26T19:08:00.001+08:00

Need to revive my blog a little hahaha.

This week was long and tiring, i had to burn the midnight oil several nights just to complete 2 reports which both is in due on the same day. None of them is completed yet and i have 4 quizzes next week, fml. Guess i don't need to sleep next week anymore.

I ended my week with a good time with @adreeenaT (x5 laughter/htht) I will upload the pictures asapppp okay girly :')

Anyway i'm on a diet mission and my birthday is finally arriving LOL........... i'm so excited, NOT!!!! I always have to wait like as if its 2 years for my birthday and most people will forget about it and then go countdown :'( So ke lian.

Oh ya who wants to go Sentosa?

*****

Yeah cause its so weird that i'm NOT the one that you're willing to bring out to show everyone to. You'll never get to know how hurt i felt when you say its weird. So it's not weird to bring someone else there or what? How would your friends or other people feel about us and why would you even feel this way. I really took all these seriously, so no matter how weird i know you'll feel, i always insisted you to meet all the people i love.

I think i'm so naive to want to show you to everyone i know, when you don't. This really makes me feel that i'm not good enough compared to others. Thanks a lot. So disappointing..

Everyone says that i'm weird and i know that myself, but i didn't know that i was weird in such a way. So now this is what i get in return after all those shit.

Hah, guess I've brought this upon myself. At least i know i'm different from everyone else

I still have to thank G & Peiying who was there for me when i felt damn down. Also, Clara who would ALWAYS be there when i cry or get angry even if it's 3AM in the morning. Luv you people X

Bells on the boat.

2011-11-21T23:47:00.006+08:00

My boy and his bro on Straits Times/Wan Bao. Incase anyone asks, it was his fellow DB teammates who did the solemnization in a dragonboat on 20-11-2011. I think it's very cool and meaningful for them because both bride and groom met each other during DB training (something like that).

But for me, i honestly i still prefer me in a pretty white dress and saying 'I do' in front of an old vintage church. Some flowers and pearls all over. Maybe the traditional tea ceremony and a dinner aftermath. Actually an overseas wedding sounds good to me too!

If i were to marry Dylan someday, err.... i don't think i'll do my solemnization in TP's Sports Hall? Wearing camp shirt together with fbt HAHAHA. NooOoooOOOo0o way.

There's school tomorrow. Goodnight everybuddddyz

Hello love!

You're the apple of my eye.

2011-11-19T16:24:00.001+08:00

This always reminds me of loverboy idk why HAHAHAHA (yeappp i THINK i've threw my bra at him a couple of times lol?)

I was dreading for this weekend to start and i'm so glad that i have longer weekends compared to most people. I have assignments to hand in but i have no motivation at all to start, this sucks badly. Also, i like my CDS because we have nothing to do other than talking and listening to the teacher talk (for now though) Hopefully we'll have excursions too! :}

CCN day yesterday and i had free cupcakes/coffee from maaaa freshies! They're always so nice to me even when they like to annoy me at times. Have no idea why TP dropped the idea of conducting the CCN together with all the other schools like before. This year wasn't that fun compared to my year 1.

Oh i caught You're the apple of my eye with love one and the show was so goooooood that i had to cry in the end.

Last night i was fucking mad about some dumb fuck retards. They are ruining my boyfriend's life.

I'm gon' catch up all of The Oath to9. Stay tuned!

Boomerangs from Aussie. LOOK @ THE MINI ONE hahahaha

FINALLY BOOKED BREAKING DAWN PART 1 ON NEXT COMING MONDAYYYYY /screams/

The one that got away.

2011-11-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

"Never planned that one day, i'd be losing you.

In another life, I would be your girl

We keep all our promises, be us against the world.

In another life, I would make us stay

So I don't have to say, you were the one that got away."

Talking to natty and all of sudden i feel sad. I mean, i totally feel her. I feel her pain, her anxiousness, her happiness.. In fact, i think I've felt everything that she's ever feeling now and probably even more. So i was laughing like mad while talking to her because it was really funny how our reaction would be like. But when i paused to breathe, then i thought, hey, i'm actually sad. I'm sad cause i know how terrible it feels and how you actually feel like stabbing your own heart with 10 different knifes.

I know how terrible it feels to see the one you love, loving someone else. It's so tired and it hurts so much to hold on, but at the same time you love the person too much to let go.

When everyone around you calls you dumb, you close one eye because the only think you want to ever do was to be there for that person and hoping that that guy would someday understand.

So.. now i'm confused. I don't know whether i'm healed, and honestly, i still secretly cry to a certain song.

I luv you, Dylan.

12th Nov.

2011-11-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

I spent my 11/11/11 with loverboy just eating nice food and we also caught In Time that day @ PS. The show was pretty good and Timberlake was smoking HEHE. Traveled back to Hougang mall and to love's house twice cause the ESC cocked the meeting up. The worse thing is that i don't have concession and the travel fare in Singapore is sucking money out of me. Loverboy brought me back home before going back to school to stayover!

I just love days like this when we cling onto each other like glue :B Cause we usually don't do that in school.

Saturday today and i had to wake up at freaking 630AM for some ushering for parents meeting. Totally burnt my sleep for the weekends, urgh. It was O-K cause i did registration in the end! Had lunch with Dylan & Sylvia and visited some people at work!

I kinda gave up/declined the position for FACL for Eng 20th today. TANPEIYING SHOULD OWE ME A MEAL HAHAHAHA.

OUCH. Had cramps on my right calf since last night and left one which started this morning. Can't even walk properly and the pain is killing me. Literally limping around the house and had to walk in a very un-glam manner down the stairs.

Actually.. i really hate the fact that I've been using my phone camera. Need to bring my digi & DSLR out for a walk soon!! <:

Counting down to 28th Nov, wooohooo!

Lastly, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with my love teehee! (insert godzillion hearts)

Tumblr.

2011-11-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

Ending my night with some emotional crap.

Tomorrow is Friday.

Goodnight world.

Kurt & Sam.

2011-11-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

2 talented people in the world. Everyone should go subscribe their channel. Have been listening to their cover since i don't know when. I ought to share their amazing work.

Half past 2.

2011-11-08T02:49:00.004+08:00

Was feeling sick the whole weekend and lazed around my mom's catching up MIO tv. I got really bad cuts along my septum area and it's fucking painful and it keeps peeling!!! URGH there's school tomorrow means lesser sleep time for me and it's already 2ish.

So... can someone prove me wrong that there ARE still guys whom will treasure their girlfriends after being together with them after a long chase? I need to know that there are still good guys alive in the world. Cause even my own boyfriend agrees with the sentence "追的时候当成宝,追到了当成草" Sigh so hurting.

WHY WHY WHY? :( So sad please. So we girls, are not supposed to be treated the way we deserve? Damned. Life sucks and its freaking unfair. When guys do something wrong they expect to be forgiven, and when girls do something wrong? They expect everything to be over.

No, i did not had a fight with dylan. Just speaking in my point of view. Who agrees that guys should treat girls better? All guys should treat their girls the way they want their daughter's boyfriend to treat them. You want your daughter to date a jerk meh? No right, so don't be one yourself.

Ah sng ah so don't treat me bad okay? Later karma haunt your daughter i tell you!!!

Currently doing ORGCOM report while watching tv. Still craving for my fugging potato salad, oh and now i want some crab too.

Time check: 3.14AM Shall sleep soon and dream of some fat boy boy.

Feel like eating my loverboy up nom nom! HEHE :B

What Do You Take Me For?

2011-11-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

"Let go cause i'm cutting the rope, guess you climbed the wrong tower."

Pixie Lott, is my all time favourite girl singer and she's chio max. Though i know that there's still people in the world that might not know her.

Tomorrow is friday and i'll have a happy weekend ahead. Plus i'm sleeping early tonight!

Sometimes i feel invisible to certain people, thanks.

November.

2011-11-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

Left picture- About 10 months or more ago.

Right picture- Few days back.

Still love the hand drawn one more. Now high-tech already use iPhone! Nehnehpok siah :<

November has just begun and in this November, things will turn better! Less worries and troubles. Go back to be my little rich girl life cause now poor is my middle name HAHAHA. It's like my money magically disappears.

School starts at 8AM tomorrow, wtf. There's also photo-taking for Engine 20th. First DinC lesson tomorrow and am kinduf excited. Think i should turn in early tonight, should also change my sleeping habits. Sometimes i think i myself is so hard to handle haha.

Wanna catch up with Nat & Gina soon!

Goodbye people! :B

"It's like as if its so hard for you to make an effort for me when...." And i really thought that during my hardest part of my life you would be 110% there for me, yet maybe i was wrong.

Fml.

2011-10-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

Some pictures from the week.

Fried potato & the pretty scenery of sky park.

Stupid Dan in class LOL.

I think i'm considered lucky since i have no lessons on Monday! Finally had my subway today with Sylvia Low over @ Bugis. So happy cause we're so productive today. Had a good laugh/talk with her like how i always did :}

For the first time i'm later than her! Supposed to meet at 1130 yet i only woke up at 1230 LOL..

Anyway some fucked up things happening in my family and i really hope things would get better soon. I'm so angry and worried yet there's nothing i could do about it. Some people should stop saying, "Don't think too much." SERIOUSLY? Idiot.

I still want to be a princess URGH. At least in my family. Hate my current life, so messed up.

Now am craving for some potato salad from Astons!! WHO WANT TO MAKE 4 ME!!!!?!?!?!?

All and all.

2011-10-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

Ever tried so hard that most of the time you feel like giving up? I don't like changes, i really don't. So tired of it. All i thought that love was fearless. So many fucked up stuffs happening around me.

You hurt me more than i deserve, yet i still love you more than you deserve.

PS: Some old pictures from the phone.

********

On a lighter note, another stayover @ MBS last night with girlfriends & some guys. Awesome time spent with them! Bb came over to fetch me early in the morning! Skypark and breakfast on bed.

Currently craving for subway naoooo

BY THE WAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMMYYYY LUV YOU.

Oh i love my boyfriend dylan sng ah pui : >

Your muse.

2011-10-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

First day of school yesterday was alright, nothing amazing happened. My classmates said i slimmed down a lot! Probably that was the best thing i heard yesterday. Some godiva from yanyi :}

Going through a really really harsh and bad state now. Just want things to remain the same when everything was beautiful and nothing hurt. Just need someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay when i cry. Just want to be treated the way i deserve to be treated.

When tiredness turns into anger and when anger turns into tears.

Happy loots.

2011-10-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

Food For Thought @ 8Q with dear girl on Thursday. Food was pretty good and look at their harshbrown, so cute! We had Koi toooooo.

Shopped around Bugis & spent all my money that i'm supposed to save. It's such a satanic place! Wanted to catch a movie but no timing available so we lazed around. Had so much fun and laughter with her plus talking nonstop HAHAH.

Til' the next holiday we'll meet for the more shopping sessions!!!

Anyway, i want to catch PA3/Footloose soon! Can't wait for next month for BREAKING DAWN TOOOOO!!!!!!! : >

Timbre.

2011-10-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

Timbre a couple of nights back with some retarded people. We had Hot Tomato for dinner beforehand though! HAD FREE SNAPPLE & SHROOM SOUP HEHE :}

Crazy talks and had so much laughter about the vagina lightbulb HAHAHAHA. Overall had a good time with them! Missed most of my freshies this holiday so really hope to grab dinner and talk cock when school reopens^^

Got my timetable yesterday and got into DinC for my new CDS + no lessons on Monday!

Yesterday i was happy till someone decided to make me mad and i haven't had any mood since last night til' now. Haven even eaten a single shit since brunch yesterday too. I don't owe you and i don't have to wait for you every single time. Fuck

Getting more and more disappointed.

Some time, ago.

2011-10-19T21:48:00.004+08:00

This time, last year, i think i was happier and i wasn't that broken. My iTunes is tryin' to be a bitch to have my D playlist going on.

Sometimes before i sleep i have flashbacks and i think it still secretly makes me cry. I have so many things that i want to know. Some i don't even think there's a question to it?

Was packing my veryveryvery messy room just now and i found some art work Dylan drew when he's at the airport with his family long time ago. Really miss the good ol' times, those 10 sweeeet months. The first one i fell in love with was the best..

Sorry everybudddddy i think am going through a phase all of sudden. But whatever is it i won't let anyone affect my love for him. Not ll, not Joan. NOR MILLIE OR NOELLE LOL. The last 2 was a joke. Love him too much to stop loving him ya'know.

So everytime when i feel sad i think about what the fortuneteller said to me when she was telling Dylan's fortune. "He loves you wholeheartedly, don't worry."

PS: Sorz readers for constantly mentioning about dylansng hahahaha whatever.

PSS: Going out with dearrrgirl tomorrow.

PSSS: Shitz i totally missed out meeting Jaslyn & Jacklyn this holiday

Astronaut.

2011-10-19T03:09:00.005+08:00

Cause i'm tired of drifting round and round

Can i please come down?

Now i lie awake and scream in a zero gravity

And it's starting to weigh down on me

Let's abort this mission now

Can i please come down?

******

3AM now and my running nose isn't getting any better. Dying to rape my bed now but i just had my bathe and i can't sleep with the hair wet urghhh. The bump on my head's still there since chalet and i had Vodka just now and drank my daily yakult when i came home so hopefully i won't wake up vomiting later. You know liquor + enzymes is gon' end up in a very bad state. If you take bio you'll probably get it hahah. Actually it's commonsense lah.

Oh did i mentioned i had dinner @ Vienna on Sunday with the Sng family? Yeap it wasn't as bad as i thought cause i always thought that Dylan's parents are super fierce. Caught Dream House at Bishan with Dylan, Glenn & Michelle after that too. AIYA THE SHOW TOTALLY SUCKS SO PEOPLE PLEASE DON'T WASTE THE MONEY

Lastly, D headed to camp this afternoon and i know by the time he sees this he'd be back but whatever i'm still gonna say, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF & PLEASE DON'T GROW FAT HAHA. (insert flying kisses)

Since someone's over at camp it's a good time for me to catch my breath before school starts and maybe think of other guys hmmm. Hahahahhaha

BYE i hate china people.

Yj.

2011-10-17T02:55:00.005+08:00

Sorry that i'm still so clingy towards you even after 1, 2, 3.. 9, 10... 18 months. Sorry for talking too much and maybe sometimes too often or for making you pissed at times. We've been through so much more that i've never even imagined and there's so many things that i want to say but a blog post don't seem sufficient.

Just gon' say...

TOO BAD I'M GONNA CLING ONTO YOU FOR ANOTHER 17739124678127613 YEARS AND NO ONE IS GOING TO STOP ME MUAHAHAHA. Mega hug!

Luv u.

Erm ahhhhh this post is damn random but it's okay cause i'm weird.

Xlb.

2011-10-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

Xlb buffet @ Holland V last Monday. Jon so nice got me a gigantic prawn HAHA. We had too much food that day cause of the guys. 14 bowls of beancurd aftermath. Yes yes, my boy's like a glutton. This explains his stomach!!

EPIC JON AS USUAL LOL. Oh no Sheryl tryin' to grab ma breast!!!!

Some favs in poly!

PS: Time/date changed.

Wasted Chalet.

2011-10-14T18:02:00.001+08:00

HIII i'm back yesterday from chalet @ Aranda Country Club.

No words to describe the 3d2n AT ALL. Most came only for the first night then we drank and that night was horrible.. Singapore's version of Hangover HAHA. I puked, twice. Everybody did cept' those who didn't drink of course. Fuck, actually i don't remember anything and this is all i could remember. Trying to piece up what the sober people told me.

Just one night the chalet turned into a slum. I swear we all got wasted.

WWW the next afternoon. SO FUNNNNNN. Especially when it's with my boyfriend weeehee~ The last time i went was erm.. 2 years ago? Sauna and showered in the clubroom!!! So clean i like. Dine @ Ehub and caught Real Steel, again. Still as awesome! : >

Night cycling after that was O-K since we did not know the route this time unlike when it's with my freshies. Over to Changi V then OCH. Back around 3AM and KO under love's arm after making out HEHE.

We went home very early on the last day and had breakfast before that. Bb brought me home and lazed around my house till afternoon before he headed back.

*******

School's starting soon and am gonna miss all the fun i had. PLUS I NEED A NEW BAG!!!

Anyway, thank q loverboy for taking care of me on the first night. Even when i threw tantrums or idk what. Sorry for all the trouble i caused and SO DAMN SORRY FOR PUKING ONTO YOU. You were still there, still snuggling me into your arms even after all the shit i gave you hahaha i luv you so dearly ^^ /pink cheeks/ muah muah

Side note, dearest natty passed her driving which means...... I'll get to sit on a Merz more often HAHAHAHA. Just nice fetch all of us @thenataliet @manmanlooi @kohpeiqi @ahhmanndaa @chufei

I JUST CAN'T WAITTTTTTT.

Oh i finished VDS2 last night.

Tl's 21st.

2011-10-13T20:52:00.005+08:00

Brought Dylan over to Tl's 21st chalet on Friday! We stayed only for awhile since bb had to go for dragonboat the next morning and if he catch the last bus home with me he'll have to take a cab home after bringing me home. So we left around 11ish.

Glad that MM's hard work paid off.

Before that, had Sushi Tei for lunch and finally bought my Koiiiiii. Caught Shark Night with bb and it wasn't that bad. Quite exciting but ending really was stupid LOL

Favourite girls in the world : >

I'm in white cause imma' boss.

PS: Pix from Nat's cam.

Double Date.

2011-10-09T03:06:00.001+08:00

Tuesday's double date @ ACM & Night Safari. Had dimsum around Geylang after that too. Overall had a great day together with awesome people.

Pretty little Jess & I :}

There's so much more at FB.

Went over to tl's chalet 2 days back on Friday. Will be back with the pictures soon enough!

Caught Real Steel with my family earlier on in the night just now. IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! I want a robot toooo. Can't wait for this week to arrive! Xlb buffet with clique, class chalet and (probably) triple date together with Dylan's friends! There goes my 5 days and thinking about it, i'm left with 2 weeks to enjoy. Got to make the best out of it.

Anyway, have been having some stomach trouble lately, urghh. I'm almost done with my VD, 5 more eps to go.

Toodles!

The Cab.

2011-10-08T03:41:00.003+08:00

*****

Oh yeahhh 1.5KG down. But i ate a pack of maggi just now. Damned, whatever. I need to go lipo, seriously.

Shall continue watching VD Season 2 now. YES I'M SLOWER THAN MOST PEOPLE BECAUSE I LIKE TO WATCH ON MY HD TV NOT FUNSHION OR THE INTERNET. Shut up, bitches. /flips hair/

Anyway it's bb who bought me my VD S2. Totally caught me by surprise & got a really cute silver bracelet from him too! So extra luv for him this week HEHE.

Stayover

2011-10-05T18:52:00.003+08:00

Last week's stay @ MBS with Nat & G. Thank q dear for the awesome night :}

Love the city room view & fluffy pillows! It's damn fluffy i swear cause my head will sink in everytime i lay ontop of it hahaha. The room was mad cold at night. Definitely better than MOH, suck on that, tsk -_-

Lunched @ Pizzeria Mozza in MBS with Nat's family too. It was damn good and am craving for some now! Later in the evening we had 12Cupcakes(fucking nomz) and Ice Wine back in the room. Then down to Timbre@Arthouse to chill and for more pizza and some booze. Btw, the band on Wednesday sucked. Need some Goodfellas.

Couldn't remember what happened for the rest of the night but i had a good time anyway. Some pix here and there's more at FB!

Sorz i didn't dress up and looked like crap HAHAHAHA.

OH we took some large instax too! Not the card-sized ones.

Teeheee luv those bitches.

Til' then & stay tuned!

Hi October.

2011-10-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Hmmkay, have been quite packed recently. School's starting in 3ish weeks! Need to enjoy the lasts of my holidays. My last week of September:

x Awesome MBS stay-over with Nat & G.

x Crashed Natalie's crib/MM's Crib in a day.

x Last 85 dinner with the girlfriends. (btw it's closing down on monday)

x Flea @ TAB and Scape.

Nothing caught my eyes in the fleas though and am disappointed with the one at TAB. Still thinking whether i should go back FEP to get the studded flatforms. Oh nooo i'm so broke already.

I need a chio wallet. Anyone?

Will be back with the pictures soon! Yeap i luv my loverboy. (insert hearts)

I do care.

2011-10-01T02:45:00.005+08:00

Now you know i felt when you didn't care a damn shit about me when i came back from TW.

Yes, sad max.

Tuesday 27th.

2011-09-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIII i'm back. Don't wanna delay my pictures.

Girls that i haven been seeing for weeeeeeks. Gosh, had a pretty good time talking/eating with them. Sheryl & I both were late for 1h45mins and 3 hours for Sylvia. Idiotic LOL -_- Caught Fright Night @ Shaw House with them. It wasn't too bad and actually it's nicer than what I've expected!

I think i'm so cute here in the last picture hahaha

Btw, had some prezzies from Thai!!

Had dinner over at Selegie. Some food that makes me fat ARGH. Supposed to stop eating, fuckkkk. I'm like at my fattest state?! Damned. I'm gonna starve the next week. Sigh i'm so depressed now.. If only food wasn't fattening.

The end.

Tomorrow's deal: Not gon' eat anything cept my bcmk at 85.

Day 3.

2011-09-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

HK cafe with dearieee ;}

PS: Pix from phone.

So Monday was the last time i saw Dylan this week and it has been 3 days since i last hear from him as well. Stupid boy leave me behind in SG! But the 3 days have been well spent for me. Will update about it soon too. Tomorrow is day 4 and the final day woohooo!

Caught Don't Be Afraid Of The Dark with loverboy on Monday followed by Abduction aftermath cause i wanted to see Taylor. So bb gave in to me. Muahhhhh~ We had complimentary tix from a friend so it's worth it! :B

Anyway...... i have some voice recordings saved in my phone to keep me company for these few days hehe.

Will be back in awhile!

It gets better.

2011-09-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY?! Being a gay is NOT something to be ashamed of. I have tons of lesbian/butch/gay friends. PEOPLE SHOULD MIND THEIR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. Where's the kid's manners nowadays? What's wrong with being gay. Ikr, gays seems eww but look at Neil Patrick Harris & David Burtka. So bloody loving. They even got married. I honestly don't think homosexual is a sin.

More info here.

Thank you bullies for taking another life yet again. Hope you will burn in hell forever.

#RIP Jamey Rodemeyer

Update (III)

2011-09-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Most annoying USB cable from the my dearest Nat. Thank q dear :)

Was dying to see him on Thursday, sooo... He cooked lunch at my place when i needed to study for my paper. Had the girl's (ME) favourite twirl pasta + Bolognese with EXTRAEXTRA mushrooms, mince meat & sausage!!! Also had some really nice stripped bacon cause i said i felt like eating it! Teeheee such a sweet-pie xx.

Astons on Fri. Hickory BBQ chicken + fries + potato salad for me. While double up chicz for lover. Nommz

PS: Pix are from taken from phone camera.

**********

Have been over eating recently so i really need to cut down the junk intake. Like reduce chips and bbt? Maybe if i drink more yakult i can shit more and lose weight yeap shall do that. Needa do something with my fats. So disgrace to say am once a netballerrr lol. Worst still for 4 years with such a killer coach.

Btw, I've rejected like 236781493 game requests on FB. Fugging hell stop sending me FB game requests.

SOOOO. Meeting loverboy for the last time tomorrow then it's gonna be about about 1ish week before i can meet him again. But i still can't wait for the rest of the week!

Tuesday- Out with double S : >

Wednesday/Thursday- Stay over at MBS with G & N. Maybe A too.

Friday- 85 with girlfriends in the night.

MANY THINGS TO DO LITTLE MONEYYYYYYZ. Need to save up already. Am not a money-face but i don't deny that money can sometimes buy you a little happiness. Even if it's not permanently. I mean, who doesn't want to be just a bit richer than what they're having now?! Maybe you don't, but i do.

Bestfriends.

2011-09-24T00:23:00.004+08:00

Few days back,

Happy girl did not prepare anything for steamboat.
Happy girl eats steamboat.
Happy girl got bullied.
Happy girl ate fishball :(
Happy girl gets fat.
Happy girl face is SO FAT OMG!!!
Happy girl with bestfriends are the best.
Happy girl loves her bestfriends ^^

Hehehe my bestfriends for 5 years and still counting yay yay. Love you guys cause you know me inside out and even if we don't see each other everyday now : > (insert hearts). By the way, MM face like maintain don't know why HAHAHAHA.

I think Jonathan is soooo nice. Damn blessed to have friend like him! Today I had Astons for dinner @ T1 with my FAT BF. Can't wait to see him one last time before he flies off to Malaysia for 4 days!!!!!!!

Lastly, i need to go back to my hometown in Taiwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK THAT'S ALL FOLKS. LUV MY BESTFRIENDS AND DYLAN :B

PS: I don't know why the heck i look damn fugly here lah!

Kings and Queens.

2011-09-23T01:26:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow. Life & death.

Btw i'm feeling angsty ARGHZZ. Fuck it. Will be back soon peeps!

Breaking Dawn - New trailer

2011-09-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'd still choose Jacob. SO SWEET & HOT.

"I could be used to telling you goodbye by now"

Korean.

2011-09-19T17:47:00.001+08:00

Am never a fan of Korean food or Korean stuffs. But sissy wanted to eat Korean and she took us to this tiny restaurant located around Chinatown area. I won't reveal the name of the restaurant. Their food was really nasty. AT LEAST TO ME. It wasn't my type of food. Only the kimchi seafood soup was good! Their appetizer wasn't too bad too. But the Beef BBB that i usually eat tasted like... omg.

Honestly i'd rather eat some foodcourt korean meal than come back here again. (NO OFFENCE YO)

Milk pudding for dessert down the street. It was so goooood yumz.

Btw, i love my mom.

Presentz.

2011-09-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

CK watch & pretty card that i hand-made for dylan which i almost don't feel like giving him HEHEHE (insert hearts)

Awww me love you.

15 September.

2011-09-17T23:28:00.008+08:00

The very expensive birthday present for D.

Probably one of the best day in 6 months. It was a crazy day. Had too much fun i can still feel the roller coaster pressure while sleeping that night.

Some miscellaneous in USS.

First kiddy ride.

Omg best show in USS everrrr. Even better than Sherk 4D.

Dylan & I took the Galactica (Human and Cylon) roller coaster for 10 times EACH. And 12 times for the Mummy Ride. Seriously, beat that! I think the people working there can recognize us. Everytime i sit on the roller coaster (Galactica) i think of FD and felt like dying but it's so funnnnn i can't resist it WHHEEEE~ But the Mummy Ride was no kick. The air-con was damn shiokz.

Took some kiddy rides for fun too hahaha.

Gon' come back when the Transformers Ride opens during December!

CUTE PEOPLE LIKE US.

The no kick ride at all lololol. If weather is crazy, just take this ride hahaha.

Love you Dylan :)

FOOD.

Mel's Burg was good but expensive. Sushi Tei @ Vivo for dinner. NOMZZZZZZ too nice to describe. Also had buffet breakfast for the next day, no pictures for that, sorz.

The Roof Garden Room.

My room for the night!

Awesome seaview from the window + private rooftop garden with Jacuzzi.

The fountain that connects to the pretty swimming pooool.

Totally enjoyed my 2D1N with loverboy. And i know he's superrrrrr happy too! There are more pictures over at FB!

Oh yes, something amazing happened in the Jacuzzi^^

Worthy or otherwise.

2011-09-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

At Clara's the yesterday! :'} Had so much fun. Her house is like a mini popular hahahaha.

Today.

Had lunch @ 18 Chef today with Natalie. She passed me her Nikon D3100 cause i told her my Nikon D90 weighs like a canon bomb. How nice of her! Gentle reminder for east-siders, Daiso is currently opened in Simei Eastpoint. No more travelling down town just to go Daisooooo ^^

Came back to pack my wardrobe and realized i have clothes that i have never seen before LOL. Threw away about 6-12 unwanted pieces. Now i have space for more : >

*******

I can't forget, but i can pretend.

To be happy,

like this

"Drop everything now,

meet me in the pouring rain

kiss me on the sidewalk,

take away the pain,

cause' I see sparks fly whenever you smile.."

BRB during the weekends ^^

Wish U were here.

2011-09-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

Long waited MV from Avril's latest album. Favourite song of the album but the most stupidest MV ever. No concept at all. Haha! Still love her though.

This song hits me everytime i listen to it at the lowest point of my life. Like the down-pit of my life. It never failed to make me cry. Her lyrics that felt me at that very moment

Remember the times when i was at my worst? I slimmed down a lot, i looked like shit, my skin condition was bad, i stopped eating normally, i didn't cared about my results and i cry often. There's so much more but i won't say. It's like as if i don't care about the world anymore.

And i will always, always put this song on replay.

There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you just walked through it
And i remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now i wished you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now i wished you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here...

Recount: Day 3 of not seeing Dylan Sng. MI XIU MI XIU :( It's like after 1 year + we're still in our honeymoon period hahaha (insert hearts)

Can't wait for Thursday and am meeting Dear Girl tomorrowwww :} Craving for cheese now! Feel like trying the cheese shaker fries!

Till' then!

Little yj.

2011-09-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday loverboy! :B

While most people in USA are paying their visit for the 911 victims, you're celebrating your birthday!

HAHAHAHE.

Too bad for them!

Even if you're.... Fat, short, annoying, black, clumsy, slow, smelly, always sleeping, gonna eat all day, having flabby arms, having double-chin, suffering from motion sickness, too playful, over sensitive or very horny. I'm still going to luv you because you.... make my happy, hug me to sleep, bring me home, text me often, buy me food, hold my hands, cuddle me when i'm cold, call me before you sleep, kiss me everytime, force me to lay on your lap, laugh with me, treat me at your best, tell me secrets and say you love me : >

It's like you're the sweetest thing on earth.

Sometimes it's like you're treating every girl right, though i don't like it (depending on who's that girl) but i figured that that's what a right guy should do. I feel sorry for some people who got the wrong idea. But you're MY right guy hehehe.

Honestly, i don't know whether this would last. I mean we. This relationship. Our love. Perhaps just everything that we're having now. Even if up till now when i still have no say in anything, no rights in anything cause i'm just a nobody, i still hope this thing lasts.

After going round in so many different circles, you still came back running after me. So i think it's kinda true when people say "If you both are truly a pair, you'll find a way back to each other's arms no matter what". I don't know whether forever do exists, but i know that i'm gonna love you for a long, long time..

So yeap thank you for everything we ever had or are having. Good or bad. Glad that you're mom gave birth to you 18 years ago! Luckily you're not a girl HAHAHA

Lastly, happy birthday love! (L) Luv you bbsng.

So excited to see you again! ^^

Some update.

2011-09-10T03:17:00.002+08:00

Town on Thursday and bought some stuffs + did facial. It was so good i almost fell asleep! Went over to the fair to surprise bb and met up with yy, py, wx, wj and cj for dinner @ Just Acia. Had a good talk at Mac Cafe till 11ish when bb came and fetch me home!

PS: More pics not uploaded in Cj's camera.

It was a good day spent with Michie, Natie and MM. Wished Amanda was there too! Long since I've laugh so much hahaha. Bought donuts for Dylan & Edward then had late lunch at Suntec's Astons. Design workshop for MM & Natie. Whereas Mich and I went back to the fair to company D.

Then had a stupid tiff with D about what i'm wearing. HAIZ shall buy more tubes already.

WOOOHOOO. Lao Ban beancurd from D to the rest. Shiokz. Kay so we met back with the girls at dhouby around 10 and over to Wan Dou Sek @ Geylang for dimsum! And that's when Michie........ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Cabbed back home at 12ish.

PS: Pictures taken with iPhone.

******

I think it's stupid if couples break and patch up every single time. It's stupid and i personally don't think such relationship can last. It's okay if it's just once, or maybe.. twice? But for 5-8 times already? It's so easy to break you guys apart. Feel sad for people like this. You guys have not even seen the world yet.

Am not trying to proclaim that i'm super mature or that I've seen the world or anything along the line. Maybe it's just that I'm seeing life in a whole new perspective compared to other people.

Btw, i can't stand the way some people are SO crazy about Korean stuffs. Seriously. Wtf? Firstly you don't understand a single shit about them singing and you just TRY to blabber along their lyrics. Unless you take up Korean as your second language lah. I admit they CAN dance, but sing? Er... Have they ever watched American Idol or something? Secondly, when you're already a young adult (age 19-23). You paste posters all over your room and hang a handful of merchandises on your bags? IT IS BLOODY STUPID. Thirdly, you tell me their damn hot. Yes, of course they look hot after their plastic surgery but they are not real! It's okay for me if it's just a nose job or a double eyelid touch up. But changing your entire face?!

It's like you look absolutely normal and then you marry the hottest guy (which is very ugly beforehand and did a surgery) in Korea. Probably you both will conceive a hideous creature.

The Korean craze is pissing me off. I mean, seriously i'm ok with the Korean thing but some people are just too over. Anyway i don't really care. So no offence to hard-core Korean fans. I was #justsaying.

Good day everyone!

Tsk & Nat.

2011-09-07T21:34:00.005+08:00

On Monday i met up with tsk over at town and to find out that the stuff that we're supposed to get was OOS. So we had lunch at The Coffee Connoisseur @ Shaw House. His treat! Nom nomz. Tsk said the cup looks very unsafe and it's quite true. Feel like it's going to topple anytime!

Took a bus back to tamp since tsk have drum practice at 8ish. Watched all sorts of vids in the bus hahaha. Wondering why people upload vids knowing that they can't sing? So i met Natalie for dinner then talked all the way till 11PM before we left.

Tuesday.

Had Pepper Lunch @ AMK and did the 7-Coloured Stone thingy with Natalie. SO GODDAMN TRUE. Must bring vievie there soon :}

Wanted to go Oakham Market but dropped the idea and headed over to Cinei to watch The Smurfs. Saw Yanyi, Peiying & Cj so we all decided to watch the movie together. There's a complimentary drink - coke. I don't drink coke so i bought a bottle of greentea. Which costs $3.10.

BLOODY HELL SO DAMN EXPENSIVE YOUR GREEN TEA BREWED FROM GOLDEN LEAVES OR DRINK ALREADY MY GPA WILL BECOME 4.0??! I can buy 3 bottles of the exact same greentea at Kpool. I was so pissed. Cinema food are always damn expensive. But a bottle of greentea for three bucks? Ridiculous. Fucking Cathay conned my money.

Yeap. Smurfs was damn good. Clumsy super cuteeeeee :B I wanna watch it again!!!

Down to Strictly Pancakes for dinner. Talked bout the good ol' times. Love their bacon then over to SOTA!

******

I slept from 330AM this morning till' 4PM today. ShioooO0ok. Will pack my room soon! Plus i need to save money and hopefully i can change my phone too. So broke, so broke. Can't wait for next week!

Missing sngsheryl, yipmandy, lowsylvia! Haven't been seeing them for days..

I smurf Dylan. xo

Day 4.

2011-09-07T01:19:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot about all these :B

(LAST FRIDAY)

I fetched D from his house in the early afternoon. His nephew was soo00oOo cute! I think he likes me HAHAHA. Had Astons @ Cathay for brunch and the queue was mad. I always luv their potato salad maybe i should Google how to make them.

We wanted to catch The Smurfs initially but caught The Cat at the end of the day. It's a meaningful horror film but it's scary lah. I never had balls in watching horror films yet i ALWAYS watch them.

Brought bb to the Ice-Cream Buffet at Swensens. Most of my peeps knows that i'm never a fan of ice-cream but oh well. Glad that i had my pizza so it's not too bad. Bb finished 15 scoops of ice-cream and that's it. I think their chop-chop was damn stupid. Ice-Cream Chef's still the best.

It was one of the simplest date we had but i'm still happy : >

Oh while on the way home we bumped into Mich, Nat, MM & Van. They destroyed my last moments with Dylan and it has been 4 days since i last saw him. But it's okay, i survived 2 months so i'm going to survive this ^^ Cus' i know he misses me more HEHEHE

Dear Sylvia.

2011-09-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MY BBG ^^v

You are officially legal now. OLD SHIT. HAHAHAHA.

I know you sure say i'm still young, TSK. I'm still young and alive!

So i'm going to force myself to say that you're awesome and cool on your birthday!!
HEHEHEHE.

Here's 18 reasons why i love you.

X. I love you because you are an earth buddha.

X. I love you because you're as insane as me.

X. I love you cause you're fatter than me HEHEHE.

X. I love you cause you always gossip with me 24/7.

X. I love you cause you'll tell me your secrets and i'll tell you mine.

X. I love you cause you'll MSN/tweet with me till 3AM in the morning.

X. I love you cause you are always there when i'm sad!

X. I love you cause i can bitch about you infront of you HAHAHA.

X. I love you cause you always makes me happy when i don't feel like smiling.

X. I love you cause you shuffle like as if you're going for physiotherapy.

X. I love you cause you're not a fake & will be honest with me when you don't feel like telling me certain stuffs.

X. I love you cause you look retarded when you stone.

X. I love you cause you'll go camps with me!

X. I love you cause you'll talk to me till 6AM during camps.

X. I love you cause you understand me the best among all the people in school.

X. I love you cause you ALWAYS laugh with me/at me.

X. I love you cause we'll always be late together.

X. I love you because it's like as if we have telepathy!

I KNOW I'M SO SWEET NO NEED TELL ME. SEE MY FACE KNOW ALREADY.

HAHAHA.

Thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you.

You know what, you're like my bestfriend in poly! (L)
Luv you vievie. XO

Sem 2.1, ending.

2011-09-03T16:08:00.008+08:00

Semester 2.1 has officially ended. My exams are over and i'm waiting for my results now.

So how's everyone's sem 2.1? I HATED MINE LIKE FUCK.

In this 6 months i have been in a roller coaster of emotions. Sadness, misery, pain, anger, guilt, torment, confusion, messed-up, mind fucked, insecure, sorrow, depression, contented and happiness.. Never felt so much in such a short time. Sometimes i acted like it wasn't a big deal yet somehow or rather i'm still affected by what happened. How can you actually forget? I don't think it's even possible. I can forgive you, but i can never forget this.

Most people thinks that i'm stupid. Stupid to forgive. I'm also angry at myself for being stupid. But oh well.

It's very tiring to keep holding on and waiting. To hold onto something which you don't even know whether when will you have it. But i just know that if i don't, i will never have it. Wtf am i waiting for exactly?! Guess this is what it means by, "Too tired to hold on, yet too in love to let go." SIGH MAX.

Actually, actually... I don't feel like waiting anymore. 1 year and 2 months, still counting..

Think i'm quite a patient person after all. But still, the most patient person have limits. Never felt so insecure, ever. Why is it so hard to forget some things?!?! Fuck it. Feel like crying. Maybe all along, I've been loving him more than him loving me..

Though I'm glad enough that things had changed and i'm happier now, i think? It's like things have been going in circles. And everything still ended up to me. Probably i'm not as strong as before.. I will NOT go through this shit again.

Btw, i left my iPod at Dylan's place and now i feel so lost without it. I'd rather have me losing my handphone (provided i have all contacts in place). HAIZ

I miss my mom's cooking!

"How can something that's supposed to make you feel so complete, end up leaving you so empty?"

Yeap.. so that's it.

Last paper.

2011-09-01T16:39:00.003+08:00

The day that I've been looking forward for SO long. ECP after the paper hydr bitch paper for cycling/roller blading!

Some fav people in poly.

THE JUMPSHOTSSSS.

My family photo HEHEHE.

Crazy daughter & my ahpui husband.

******

Had an awesome day with them. Cycled the double bike with bb! Wanted to cycle the family bike with Sylvia but figured that it's kinda stupid in the end. It was so tiring and Dylan Sng is so heavy and fat :B

Traveled all the way from ECP to Serangoon Garden for dinner @ Chomp Chomp. String ray + la-la + sotong + fried oyster + chicken wings + kang kong + wonton noodless + rice + sugar cane. So bloody fattening but i didn't eat much cause' was busy feeding bb and getting food for the rest! Less sinful yeap. Also went to grab Udders at MyVillage Mall (located nearby) aftermath.

Nex > Ang Mo Kio for free pool > Home around 12AM!

Oh Dylan's gonna be busy at work/camps for this September month and guess i'll have to plan my holidays up. NEED MORE MONEY. Wanna meet up with so many people wooohooo~

Am going out to meet my sissy in awhile! Gotta' run.

Til' then : >

Expectations.

2011-08-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

HI THERE.

2 papers down and 2 more papers to go! 4 more days and am gonna be free! Can't wait for Wednesday! Kinda feel that i screwed netfund but oh please just let me pass all my exams! I want a peaceful holiday. By the way, Friday had Just Acia for dinner and watched Cars 2 with my loverboy. IT WAS SO NICEEEEEZ.

MATER SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!

Two noisy and crazy girls are staying over at my house to study ACMV now but we're watching Karate Kid on HBO.

*******

"Tired of waiting and waiting."

-Yip Mandy.

The study week.

2011-08-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

So it's almost the end of study week and i'm only left with 1 day to study for my 2 papers on Friday. Am gonna make this post short and sweet!

Dylansng came to fetch in the morning on Monday.
Dim Sum with baby @ Geylang! (Wan Dou Sek)
OMGOD so awesome!!
Sadly no pictures because i forgot to bring my cam.
Sch for revision tutorial, 2PM-5PM
EXERCISE HEHEHEHE : >
Sylvialow & sherylsng came and stayed over at my spare house to study!
Fell asleep around 530AM on Tuesday morning.
When back my home around 8AM.
Called bbsng and KO till 3PM.
Bbsng came over to see me for awhile ^^
Went over to school to meet the peeps just now (Wednesday)
Studied -_-
TM.
So baby send me home aftermath.
Hmm actually he brings me home everyday LOL.

Am counting down the days to freedom! Exactly 1 more week. So many people to meet and so many things to do! I have cravings for pepper lunch and pancakes! Need to go school tomorrow to study and probably the girls are staying over at my place during the weekends again!

Received this from my loverboy a couple of weeks back. SHOOO SWEET : > Does anyone get what it means? HEHEE. More love notes please.

K so btw, dylansngyujie is mine. He's mine from the start anyway.

*******

I still get angry often when i get flashbacks. But i guess am getting the hang of it. Getting more numb each as days past.. Still remember why i held on?

P/S: Currently drinking carrot juice #nowplaying- best thing i never had on radio and texting Dylansng just #likeaboss. Gotta' study already!

Like fire and rain, you drive me insane.

2011-08-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

P/S: Pardon for quality wise since its taken from webcam lol.

Dylan's socks and his fat tummy..

HAHAHAHA

He just cannot get enough of me & my smell HEHEHE.

Some GIF images!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA /flyingkisses2Umylove/

Hey but am still angry HOR. Nights! That's all folks.

It Ends Tonight.

2011-08-20T17:59:00.006+08:00

'What doesn't kills you only makes you stronger.'

The fact is that i really really mind. How can i not anyway? Actually i.. feel really disgusted. I can't forgive, not now. Guess my heart wasn't that big after all. If only it's so easy to not think of it like you said. I would have just continued my life. And maybe if i could do it all over again, i'll never let anything started, just maybe..

Not gonna' care about anything anymore. Just wanna give up on this and let it be. Yeah.. "love can wait, but lust can't."

Probably you're not what i think you are, guess i've made a wrong judgement. Sometimes i wished i could undo some things or feelings. I hate it and this feeling is eating all of me. Hmm sigh what should i do now? Someone teach me.

If one can leave you for someone else and then comes back to you. What makes you SO SURE, that he will never leave you again? He already did once. Sometimes knowing too much hurts. Sometimes i don't know whether I've made the right choice. And it's almost time to take back my love. #justsaying.

******

Yesterday some stranger came to my class to ask me to pass him my codes for comprog. Seriously? Fuck you please. I don't even know the person AT ALL and he wants me to pass him my codes so he can hand in. Its MY 1 month of hard work. 10 pages worth of codes and you want me to give it to you?! JUST FUCK OFF SUCK YOUR OWN DICK AND DIE. Never seen anyone so thick-skinned ever. If you're gonna re-module this subject serve you right. Loser _|_

Btw, study break starts next week. Shall update lesser/shorter cause i gotta' concentrate more on my subjects. Gon' be free soon! NO SUPP PAPER PLEASHZ :B

Had a good time at 18 Chefs with Jon, Sheryl & Dylan for dinner last night until...

Yeap no more ugly thoughts or at least just stick my mind straight into this 1.5 weeks of studying. Other stuffs comes after that!

I shall love myself more :>

WHO IS GOING TO GET ME BREAKFAST ON MONDAY!?!

Simple Plan- You suck at love.

2011-08-20T00:17:00.001+08:00

We started of incredible, connection undeniable
I swear i thought you were the one, forever
But your love was like a loaded gun
You shot me down like everyone
Cause everyone's so replaceable

Guess what, another game over
I got burned, but you're the real loser
I don't know why i wasted my time with you
You're bad news, history repeater
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up but you suck at love
You played me like an amateur
Then stabbed me like a murder

No Matter What.

2011-08-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

You are so beautiful
It should be criminal that you could be mine.
And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die
No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing

Post trauma heartbreak.

Goodnight.

The world is so fake.

2011-08-15T23:23:00.005+08:00

Guess i should agree that people will change and nothing will ever stays the same. People grow and they will see things all at a different perspective. So friends to some people are just like stepping-stones? Without being grateful at all. Scolding people for doing the wrong things yet never once reflecting on their own wrong doings. Everything is only about YOU.

Or put they're friends in the last place while putting relationship right at the top. Certain people must have been blinded by love. Since most people agrees that love is blind. If one day people like these loses all their friends, don't come pretending that nothing had happened and seek for forgiveness. Seriously, is it worth it? Don't think so.

Some people are so f up and so self-centered.

*********

Finally i finished my comprog after days and days of sleepless nights. Feel so satisfied! I need to pray everyday that i will do well for this project and the other papers if not am gonna be so bloody screwed. I don't wanna re-module or take any supp paper. So many shit happened in 2.1. LIKE FUCKING LOTS OF SHIT.

Miss the past when we're a lot happier. No conflicts, no unhappiness, NO THIRD PARTIES, no bullshits. Fuck. Am i just being insecure or am i just being unforgiving? Sigh. But honestly, who can understand me? You know... once bitten, twice shy.

Netfund labtest tomorrow and hope i can pass!!

Super tempted to join ESC subcomm camp! But a bit lazy though HAIZ. My throat hurts now it's burning inside. Can't even drink plain water properly! Must have gotten the sore throat and cough from Dylan :B

"A boy who promises he will change isnt worth it. A boy who changes, is."

On Friday.

2011-08-13T18:06:00.001+08:00

Had Carl's Jr for lunch. So sinful to eat fast-food! Mehzz. Then took a bus all the way to Vivo meanwhile made bb to take pictures with me HAHEEE. Finally bought my iPod cable and my stockings together with my other necessaries. We had Ooh! Crepe like i promised the other time and it was damn awesome, om nomz on everything!

I had caramelized banana crepe with choco syrup while Dylan got stewed strawberries crepe with mango syrup for himself. The green tea ice-blend tasted like shit though. He also got me a soundblock for my iPod from Infinite under Apple Inc. Btw my iPod only has 1GB of space left. Good reason for me to get an iPhone 4?

D said he's gonna get a house at Habourfront Boardwalk and he's gon' make me live with him yay yay hahaha.

Played around and then D went home at 7 after i met up with my sissy and jiejie Digna.

Hmm just a simple dinner outing to celebrate jiejie Digna's birthday! Someone who took care and prepared almost everything for me since i was born. For 17+ years and she's still taking care of me. She's like my part-time mother because i don't live with my mom.

Settled at Japanese Gourmet Town for dinner. Everyone please try their Okos! Headed down to Sentosa for a walk. Saw the performance at Lake Of Dreams which was kinduf stupid. Got home around 11 and missed supper with A & Mich cause i was still out when they called. What a long Friday for me.

Really miss the girlfriends. :'(

HAIZ. I feel fat. Need to cut down on my food intake. But on a lighter note, my loots just arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nomz.

2011-08-12T00:26:00.007+08:00

Went over to Mandy's place with the crazy girls to bake and play. Had maggie + mushroom soup before that hahaha! Wii made my day like seriously. HEHE. I realized i always overspend for the week and i took cab 3 times that day.

Tada, success!

Oh i had pizza on National Day ^^

TBP was a chore. Had to do it Wednesday after school. Talked so much with BBG, Dylan, Weijie & Jon. Meanwhile, waited for Mandy & Sheryl to finish up their CDS arnd 4ish and went over to Sushi Tei for late lunch.

AW. I love my classmates so much! (most, tsk)

Nothing better to do the other night so i blogged shopped and spent $70+ on my loots. Even if it means staying at home, i still spend money. Hope Ferris has new stocks by the time my main exam ends so Sheryl can bring me over! Just the thought of it makes me happy hahaha. I don't work so i don't have extra money to spend but it's okay. Hope i can claim them back from mummy in the weekends. I'm not spoilt. Just overly pampered.

Yeap i wanna go Timbre soon! WOOOHOO

No strings attached.

2011-08-09T02:34:00.000+08:00

Oh really? This is bullshit.

*****

School's out tomorrow, need some good rest. Throbbing left brain again. One in a million on 987 now. Craving for porridge so am gonna ask my maid to cook tomorrow.

I wanna see Dylan so badly am missing him more than usual tonight :'(

Fuck the world. Nights

Oh, my loverboy.

2011-08-07T02:56:00.002+08:00

My favourite person in the whole wide world ^^

If I could choose you and anybody else in the world i'd still choose you, everytime single time. Love you to the moon, and back.

Hectic week, sleepless nights.

2011-08-07T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hi i'm back, have been busy due to three assignments which are all due in 2 weeks time! Have only been sleeping for 3-4 hours every day. My dark circles are getting from bad to worse, yay

Currently i'm like doing everything cept' studying? I smell death approaching...

Oh i remember Amanda teaching me com prog on Thursday after school all the way till 8PM for my test the next day together w Sylvia & Dylan. Guess her efforts wasn't wasted cause i might just get a perfect score!

Friday was a plain day spent. Simulated my TBP building from 12PM-4PM. I almost died in the lab doing nothing. Decided to just go walk around at TM but ended up catch a movie - The Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes. Hmm the show wasn't too bad, rating 3.4/5 for this. Ceaser was damn cute initially and now i'm beginning to hate all humans LOL

Yes am gonna catch Cowboy VS Aliens next. Shit, Bad Teacher is in M18, am too young for it, fuck. Hopefully FD5 is not.

So Dylan and I went over to Bedok 85 for dinner and bb brought me home around 11PM. Fried oyster + stir fried veg + stingray + la-la + minced meat noodles. Omg, so bloody fattening. Need to cut down on eating incase i gain weight again. At least i need to be happy and slim at the same time.

Thank you baby for the wonderful evening. /insert hearts X2/

Am gon' watch Pirates myself later or tomorrow _l_

I was stupid, but not anymore.

P/S: Jay Chou makes the best love songs.

Contradictions.

2011-08-03T02:01:00.006+08:00

It's 2.02AM and i just hung up the phone call with Dylan. So many f up stuffs lately and i just don't want to think bout anything. Like wanna get stoned and sleep, it actually makes me feel better. I know that life isn't fair but this is fucking ridiculous. I never wanted all these. I just hate the fact that i have to find things out myself. I probably know too much than i should. I keep having reasons to give up. Sorta miss the past where everything was beautiful and nothing hurts.

Now it makes it twice.

Btw, so happy to see D appearing at my door step this morning while i'm still in my nightie hehehe.

Rushed com prog and it's kind of completed i guess. But there's hydraulics test tomorrow and i have 0 knowledge about it, am really gonna flunk my this semester. Already screwed ACMV test just now. I'm mad sleepy now i just wanna turn off all my feelings and maybe stop time for awhile. My stomach hurts so bad now and bb wants me to sleep as early as possible ahhhh. My SGbeat isn't working either. Fuck it, am gon' tumblr and then head to bed.

I was never yours, not even now. Thought i was healing and to find that i never did.

Bloody hell lol.

What's taking you so long?

Kay am gonna crash. Tomorrow will be a better day. :')

5. I am not perfect

2011-08-01T22:07:00.001+08:00

Last few days wasn't that bad. Had pepper lunch on Friday with the usual people after com prog test which am gon' fail anyway. Caught 2 movies aftermath, Captain America & Twisted with Dylan.

I think something's gotten into me last night and i started doing my com prog project zzz. So i'm halfway done and hopefully i can complete everything by this weekend so i won't have to rush. Today went over to Ikea for lunch/dinner with my favourite people. Jonathan is acting really lame lately hahahaha.

Slept at almost 5AM last night. A bruise on my left hip + a swollen temple + cut on my finger + aching knee. Ahhh i just want to get into a coma for one week. I need some rest.

Really regretted going to Taiwan during March. Still feel the pain.. But, i feel like going to Taiwan again. Irony much?

Yet in betrayal i still trust, in fear of pain, i still love.

Sometimes i think i'm really stupid.

Prawning.

2011-07-30T19:08:00.005+08:00

Opps I've almost forgotten about these pictures. Yeap so went prawning over at Geylang a few days back with the usual clique. It's good if there's prawn to catch BUT apparently the tank has no/very little prawns. It took us almost forever to catch just one prawn. Caught around 65 prawns in the end. Wanna try the one at Bishan the next time! :)

I look fugly in this album hahaha. HAIZ x5. Look, D's body getting smaller than before am so sad.

Last night i went home taking a detour just because i wanted to spend more time with Dylan. He was talking about some stuffs which actually made me cry. I know it's sounds stupid. Words can make me cry so someone try imagine what state am i in before.

There's just something in him that makes me want to make the extra effort, walk an extra mile.

OH. I need motivation to start studying and i think i need to go on an diet soon!!!

Speed.

2011-07-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

I really think that most of us keep trying to grow up too fast and then become oblivious towards our own surrounding. Before i even hit 18, I've experienced a whole truckload of bullshit. Maybe my life wouldn't be so much of a mess if i took things slower.

I start to learn that not everyone can understand what you're feeling even if you're using the perfect words. And most people don't genuine care for you but are just curious.

So i'm pretty sure that i'm still on the line of healing and sometimes i do wonder how long will it take before i don't feel that pinch anymore. I still cry at the thought of it. Ouch.

Probably the reason i never liked working part-time is just because i need to have fun first before i actually grow up.. Not just because i'm lazy or i have enough money to spend.

Yeap so this post is abit personally and i think i shall stop already.

It's 12.39AM now and i'm mad sleepy. I wanna go catch-up on my TV yet my bed is yelling at me to rape it. Come to think of it, i think the few camps I've attended recently really drained all my energy away. I have no more stamina to stay up till 6AM in the morning anymore. This is bad. I'm so weak nowww

Toodles.

Beautiful like U.

2011-07-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

Yeap so it was a very sudden thing but i meet up with kohpeiqi and looimanman yesterday for dinner. Christal (MM's sister) tagged along this time round too. We had Sushi Tei, again! Never gonna get bored of it hahaha. Eat different food everytime i'm there but no salmon skin this time :(

Had lots of updating from each other and laughed like wtfff. *Imagining MM with a halo above her head* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Should meet up real soon okay, girls?

Wanna go out with freshies this coming Friday and hope they can make it. I want to laugh with them so badly!!

Kay pictures from last Friday here,

My loverboy^^
HD camera test.
Sorz, using a spare phone now.

Entire day of doing nothing. Had Sakae buffet and talked about everything under the sun. But oh, we had fun playing arcade LOL.

Bout a month to main exams. I. NEED. TO. START. BUCKING. UP.

Btw i wanna fly off soon. Need a breather. Feel that everything is eating me up from the inside. Stress level 95%. Gonna blow off o'ready. Singapore is so boring anyway.

My heart's a stereo, it beats for you so listen close.

More pics.

2011-07-25T19:59:00.003+08:00

From Sheryl's digi cam.

Some rilakkuma(s), a cake, helium balloon, 八卦掌 and a pretty Guess bracelet.

Delayed pictures taken on Mandy's birthday in school. More over @ FB. Another Dylan album to update + pictures taken today while prawning.

I have netfund test tomorrow and com prog on friday so fml. Btw, i shall curse less. Cause no matter how much i curse about my life it will never change hahahaha. It's only 8ish and i'm feeling sleepy. This is not normal cause i don't really sleep or in other words, i don't get tired easily.

Ok, i'm dying.

Some pictures.

2011-07-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

Hmmm my all time favourites in TP. Even if Sylvia and I bicker + bitch at each other A LOT. Even if Dan says i'm fat all the time and throws his sarcasms at me too much often and that we're not as close as before already, but still is.

Love this week's comp prog cause we even had time to photobooth hehe. 3 earth Buddhas!

Yup shall upload pictures from Mandy's mini surprise later on or smth. Still having headache since last night and flu now. Predicting that i'll fall sick soon zzz.

Teehee i love you dylansng! Even if right now i'm not even your gf. Even if your wrist stays this way and you can't carry nor piggy-back me anymore. Even if you grow fat and never be able to grow tall. Even if you're gonna make me sad or angry. Even if you're not like before anymore. Even if you have no money to buy me M&M.

Okay bye bye. Am gonna bathe and watch Harry Potter with my family, again! Hahaha feel like drinking honey lemon from design school SIOLZ

Empty your soul.

2011-07-22T22:08:00.009+08:00

The other day when D brought me home after school. We were hanging around and we saw........

A couple of LES. No big deal but they are OLD MALAY grannies. Grey hair + broken teeth. Kissing. Fml x5. I asked my maid about it and to know that they both are actually sisters. Fml even more. Need to wash my eyes with holy water already hahaha. I don't even wanna stand near my sister lor. I assume they are both crazy.

Last night was fucked. Only completed my comp prog at 330AM in the morning and my MSN keeps trying to piss me off too, can't even sign in for the whole night! Super thankful towards Alvin and Dennis which helped me completed my project last minute!! Ended up sleeping at 4 in the morning all thanks to Terence LOL.

Recently so many stuffs have happened around me. So many unhappy and effed up stuffs. Be it my friends or myself (though i think im alright). Just wanna say fuck you 2011, FUCK YOU.

It's only 9.57PM and i just got home and bathe. Early for a Friday night uh?

Btw, i'm having a split headache on the left side now while typing this so i shall really sleep soon and end this post with a song.

I was under your spell for such a long time, couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart, tore me apart with all your lies and games
It took all the strength i had, but i crawled up on my feet again
Now you're trying to lure me back
But no your days are gone, my friend
I loved you so much that i thought that someday that you could change
But all you brought me was a heart, full of pain.
You can't touch me now, there's no feeling left.

*****

Once bitten, twice shy. Don't you know that insecurity kills too?

Love less and expect even lesser. Wishful thinking, mindless dreaming

Rants.

2011-07-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

Sorry for further ranting, can't take it. Very wordy. Don't read unless interested lol

If it's SO hard to compromise each other, why be together and make your life so miserable? Why hurt yourself when you know the other one isn't good enough while you deserve better. I agree that love is blind. But to what extend?

I could have hated someone. Someone that have hurt me like some mofo. I had plenty of reasons to do so but yet i only have one excuse not to, and that's cause i love him. Cause i know this fellow is worth the wait and no matter how much pain he has given me i still forgive him.

And now people are telling me you love the person that you have only known for days? Tell me how much you love her/him if you both spend your time quarreling for the stupidest stuffs instead of understanding each other. Or giving in for every single thing all because of the other party's pms when you did not even do a shit in the first place. Then breaking up seems like just a normal phrase already. Because you guys are just wasting each other's time.

I've been dating the same person for almost 1 fucking year and we are not even officially together yet. Other than the major setback sometime ago, we never really quarreled. For all i could remember, it's just once.

So tell me am i the stupid one or you people don't know what exactly is the true meaning of love?

I think everyone deserves someone to treat them nicely. I just want people around me to be happy. This shit is pissing me off

I won't say that i'm a saint for all these, i won't say that i'm the best girl in the world, i won't say i have the prettiest face or the hottest body, i won't say i'm the most understanding person ever cause i'm not at all. But i have definitely went through more than a lot of people i know.

All i know is that when you love someone is when you put down everything for them and not expecting the same.

********

Got some chocolate sunflower seeds for my loverboy^^

Woohoo it's so colourful!! Hmm here you can see my iPod, earpiece, wallet, longchamp and some miscellaneous rubbish. Sorry for the messy background for most of the time my room looks like a battle zone.

Yesterday walked under the hot sun from TP to Safra.
Played pool with the usual peeps.
Had frolicks with bb.
Impromptu-ly decided to watch Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2.
Voldemort was a joke and he's damn funny!!!
Childhood officially ended :(
Mini surprise for Yip Mandy today!
Happy 18th! (insert hearts)
Was craving for prata just now.
Geylang Serai with baby.
Mushroom prata x2 + plain prata + mutton soup.
Strawberry yogurt.

Haha when i blog like this it means i'm too bored and lazy to elab. Sorz.

Goodnight

Big Night

2011-07-17T20:59:00.001+08:00

I love Friday(s) the most. Lesson ends at 11 or 12 depending whether i want to attend lecture or not. Though there's comprog on Fri, but oh well.

Anyway i really need to meet up with the girlfriends soon. Esp Manman, i'm gonna forget her face soon if she doesn't meet me up any sooner! At least i met up with Nat & Mich few weeks back and i see Amanda in school almost everyday. Plus i need to hang out with my usual freshies clique soon, miss them o'ready!!

Hmm we had lunch at TCC. Nachos + cheese & tomato salsa for appetizer. Then beef stew & pan-seared chicken breast for Dylan and I respectively. It was damn god-like lah! Had this weird drink called 'peach me up' for D. It's like blended peach + milk. I know it sounds ew but it was amazing!!!!!!

Watched 2 movies back-to-back and talked a lot. And the person @ starbucks was damn kind. God will bless him.

Back to Hougang first then Eunos and bb was sleeping like a pie in the bus! ^^

Life's considered good, i think?

And this is my fav picture of the day hehehe.

So cute with small eyes!!

"You know, right now other than this table the whole world is black and white to me."

"Why?"

"Cause i'm seating with you on this table."

Aww :') i luv you dylan.

Limits.

2011-07-15T23:32:00.006+08:00

Okay so i honestly feel that some people should know their limits. For girls, if you have a boyfriend/someone you're dating with (assuming you both have feelings) and some other guy likes you, don't bloody go out with him or be too close to him even if he's super nice. Shouldn't even be thinking about it in the first place, like hellooo?

And as for guys, if you have a girlfriend or what, but another nice girl likes you, don't do stupid stuffs like text the girl continuously or offer hugs etc. You have no rights to do that just because you think the current girl is ok with it.

Stop giving the same old fucked up excuse like we're just GOOD FRIENDS. Fuck you seriously. Know your limits, dude. Because having false hope is a no joke thing. Cause when you do all these and thinking that it's "just a friend", there's one person on the other side that is gonna get hurt. Won't you even feel bad about it?!

It's not that your gf/bf doesn't trust you nor is petty or paranoid. It's just that everyone should have their fucking limits on how they treat the opposite sex. Especially when you're attached. Be it whether there's someone out there that likes you or not. It's just basic respect for the person you're dating with and many people don't have it.

How can someone ever love you wholeheartedly when you don't even love yourself?!!

Perhaps i'm just disappointed in some people.

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Sorrrrry guys for inconstant updates. Have been really busy with some stuffs lately but yet my life still feels boring. Sometimes i think i have no life. Singapore's way too small for me to get some REAL life.. I want to fly off soon, again.

Couldn't really catch what i did these past few days. But i remembered i went over to Dylan's place the other morning and he just woke up and have not even brushed his teeth when i reached there! Plus he tricked me on that and made me kiss him wtf...... Realized he changed his maid too! It's a different maid from the last time i went there. Rich fella, damn.

We had awesome lunch at IKEA aftermath & cabbed to school for lesson since we lost tracked of time.

For my CDS it was damn redundant. I had to listen one stupid song all over again and come up with some colour codes and powerpoint slide for it. A 3 hours lesson and i had to listen to a same song, ahhhh. I end up watch the past videos with Sylvia and laughed the shit out of me hahaha!

D brought me to his bestfriend yesterday and i went to Bedok aftermath and got home at 10.

Too lazy and tired to elaborate or whatever.

Btw i spent some quality time with D today and i'm happy today :)

I just want all my friends and I to be free of worries and be happy!

Tinkle Bell.

2011-07-12T23:31:00.004+08:00

TINKLE BELL SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Think of happy thoughts and you can fly.

*sprinkles pixie dust*

Glee cast - get it right.

2011-07-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

Can i start again with my faith shaken?
Cause i can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if i get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

Double versions of the song. Lyrics inserted & the actual one screening on Glee S2. Cause i would want everyone to know who's singing it but yet you all to catch a glimpse of the lyrics. But i prefer the latter one of course.

This is a mad awesome song with beautiful lyrics which really describes a part of me. I almost couldn't decide which verse to quote out. Come to think of it, I've missed Glee S2 and VD S2. Gon' squeeze in some time for them soon once their DV is released. Can't wait!

Goodnight! :)

So many ways to love

2011-07-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

1. Life.

Some pictures for you guys to keep you all updated. Pictures are all taken with different cameras therefore explains the difference in quality. So sorry about that.

Life has been going smoothly but i really need to concentrate on studying. I know i know, i have been repeating this sentence for umpteen time yet no progress done SIGH. I hate it when my laziness beats everything in me. Should start changing my bad habits.

OKEH. So i had macds twice this week. Major sin + guilty max. I never had macds twice for a week. Actually i don't really eat fast-food unless i'm out of choice or smthhh.

Had a good friday night with Dear girl @ Bedok 85 and we both ate like a glutton. Full like crap and i think am going to gain 1 or 2kg after that day. Impromptu meet up with Amzar later in the night and Eileen C & Eileen Y was around too. Wj reached around 11 and we slacked + walked all the way down to Simei to bring Eileen C home. And that night was damn humid i don't know why, crowded too. Why is everyone walking home in the middle of the night?!

I also fulfilled my durian and crab cravings on saturday and today hehe.

Btw, my loverboy dislocated his wrist. Hope he's gonna get well soon and so he can play with me more often. (hearts inserted)

2. Personal.

Let's sidetrack. Recently i have been thinking a lot but don't ask what have i been thinking about. I think about everything and somehow or rather, nothing at all. I don't feel good but i have no idea what's wrong. It feels like everything is wrong and in a mess.

I realized that when i give my 100 percent, it doesn't mean that other people would too. I don't like this feeling. Not being safe and secure like how it's supposed to be. Sucks to be me cause no one ever knew what I've been or am going through.

Tired of the way the world works.

Don't feel like talking to anyone yet i'm dying for Terence to return back online after he pangsai or what. How ironic of me. Am sitting on the fence, deciding whether to put down everything or just hang on. I don't think i'm healing properly..

Time check: 1234AM LOL. I'm tumblrin' and tuning into Pixie Lott's, and most of the time when i listen to Pixie Lott, something is wrong.

Hmm should i go read a book or just watch teevee?

"I deserve better, right?"

I had to show this!

2011-07-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

ERRR.

Super cheesy but idk why i think it's kind of sweet hahahaha!

****

I've got almost 5 hours of interval tomorrow what should i do?!

/thinks hard./

or i shall just go home and KO then head out again.

Ciaozzz.

till the world ends.

2011-07-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

I have not been sleeping well for the past few days and i desperately need my rest. I keep wanting to sleep in class. I have been eating a lot recently too and it's making me fat. I need to go play ball soon else i'll be growing sideways instead.

Surprise lunch at my doorstep on Tuesday teehee ^^
Coincidentally met Mich & Hian.
Drove around a bit | Picked Bronza up.
Catch up til' 10ish and drove home.
Happy birthday Ter!
Had to bring laptop to school on Wed tsk damn heavy.
Koi!!!!!!!!
ESC AGM (Greekster)
Waited for the saikang warrior till 10PM
Tampines inter to meet D's friends.
Had fish & chips at 12AM in the night wtf.

OHYESSSS and i finally know how to do comp prog (omg).

As for today it was as boring as usual. Cept' for the laughing part LOL. But i had tang-yuan before i came home so yay. Craving for seafood now! So am gonna tell my mummy bring me to eat this weekend if we're going out + i want to go for my facial + brew birdnest with rock sugar for me + buy me durian from balestier when i go home on Saturday.

Urgh i smell Bah Kuh Teh from the kitchen. Why my maid wanna cook such nice food?! This explains why am i gaining weight!!! Angry sia.

Hmm thinking whether i should get a storm or an iPhone? Indecisive me. Think i shall wait till my spare phone die on me first.

Just saw the lightning flash across i hate it.

MAD CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life's a muse.

2011-07-04T22:45:00.004+08:00

We had mango shaved ice after school which was heavenly and sng loved it. Then took a bus down to PS and while in the bus we did lots of funny stuffs and took lots of pictures which are in Dylan's phone. TSK. Btw, sorry for lousy picture quality. I brought the digital camera out instead.

That afternoon, we had the best lunch for the entire week. Was so full we both refuse to eat dinner after that and ended up walking under the lights. Before the movie we shopped around and both of us got stuck in the handicap toilet (please don't ask why -_-). We just eventually got stuck in there and it's damn funny and epic cause the system was automated and we can't effing get out LOL.

Oh and we visited Sheryl that day too!

So as i said we didn't want to have dinner after the movie so we ended up getting my favourite tako with super lots of mayo but D stole them all lah! Plus custard puff nomz. Then we walked down town.

Got home at 11. Which means D reached home by midnight cause my house is so far from his.

******

K today i went to school like as if there's no school haha. Too lazy to list out the details but i gave my virgin trip to Dylan today... EH i finally stepped into Hougang Mall for the ever first time in my life with Dylan.

OK THIS IS STUPID

+ i wanna eat pancakes with whipped cream, god.

I'm damn bored now shall tumblr.

Transformers 3.

2011-07-02T17:46:00.003+08:00

So i mentioned that Dylan booked tickets for Transformers 3 so we went to watch them yesterday and it was fucking awesome x50.

The entire theatre was packed like sardine and the show was SO exciting. You won't have any regrets watching the show i promise. Though it's a 2.5 hours show but no dragging at all and 85% of the movie was all about fighting but there was some sentimental parts too which made my heart squint a little.

Warning to all is to please pee before you enter the the theatre cause trust me that once the movie has started you'd rather die than to step out from the theatre. Plus you have to watch Transformers 1 and 2 first because it links and i almost couldn't catch any balls cause i've forgotten most of it already.

Plus there's this new sidekick in the show which looks exactly like D (in a robot form) with huge eyes and he's superrrr funny and damn cute!!!!! WOAH WOAH IM FREEZING. But bumble bee is still my favourite hehehe.

They also changed the female lead to this lady here named Rosie Huntington, 24, a model whom mainly represents Victoria's Secret. She's damn gorgeous, i mean like pretty kind of gorgeous you know.. NOT HOT. Maybe a little because she so freaking pretty she adds a little sexiness to it. I still think that Megan Fox is hot, almost smoking i can say, as in body wise. Look at her wow boobs haha! Not that of pretty though.

So in conclusion, God is fair.

A bit weird to not see Megan in the show but Rosie still did a good job!

Oh ya and D was talking about Rosie Huntington the whole way after the show about how pretty she is and i know he secretly wants to make me jealous HAHAHA. So i'm going to get a revenge and bring him to watch Breaking Dawn with me and am going to show off Taylor Lautner's muscles to him TSK!

Btw i think this is going to be the last of Transformers cause Megatron died in the end. OPPSS sorry i'm a spoiler hahahahaha.

Okay till then!

Shall update about the rest of the day + pictures tonight or tomorrow! Urgh should have taken more pictures!